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My Yesterday

After so long I am sitting down to write something but my mind got blank actually not blank the only thing that is in my mind is yesterday. It was a bad day for me. Actually it wasn’t a bad day but was just a normal day. Our class starts at 9 am and guess what I woke up at 8:30 am. I opened my eyes at 7:30 am and and while turning pages of my book I slept again. So the beginning of my day wasn’t as I planned. After getting down from the bed at 8:30 I freshen up and washed my cup. After boiling water I was about the pour the water in my cup but my shaked and the cup striked to wall and it had a crack. I thought this crack won’t affect the cup and pour the water but it leaked. My cup died for me. Although, it wasn’t my favorite my cup but I had sent more than half and a year with that cup. I felt bad but my emotion got suppressed because I was late to class. I got ready for the class and went hurriedly. But, the teacher 20 mins late. I was already so irritated and the class was ...

You will make it ..

 Please calm down!  You will make it…. I know you are scared seeing people giving up their dreams, but you don’t loose hope even without trying. You haven’t even started your journey properly and are already tired ? You can’t be like this, I have known you for many years and you are the one who always work hard to achieve what you wanted. So, this time also I am confident that you will work hard and reach to your goal. I know it isn’t easy, I know you are terrified by seeing people giving up but I don’t want you to be one of them. Actually, you have to do it and make those regret for not trying. You don’t care about those you even didn’t try and cry for their dreams, you shouldn’t be compared with those because you are you not them.  See those who are trying for these long even without getting tired or frustrated. You can see many of them still working for it. I believe on you no matter what others it. You go for it I will always be in your background cheering for you and...

Aalu ra tamatar

 This is my brother’s story:-   Once upon a time there used to live a potato(aalu) and tomato(tamatar) in a neighborhood. They were close friends, they used to study and play together. Although they were best friends, aalu was lazy, didn’t used to work hard unlike tamatar who used to study properly. Tamatar 🍅 used to study a lot, do his homework daily but aalu🥔 didn’t do that regularly. In last summer, they had exams, tamatar 🍅 did well in his exams but aalu 🥔 couldn’t do well in his exam. Yesterday was result day, tamatar 🍅 passed his exam with first position in class while aalu failed. Aalu’s father got angry with him and kicked him to the field.  On the other hand, tamatar’s father was so happy with him and congratulated him by touching his head and at the very moment tamatar got splashed.  Moral: Nothing, just to waste your time.. Spread love 🖤

Whom to blame ?

 After my clinical posting had started, slowly I got to visit every department. I noticed there were almost around no female surgeons and only one female general physician but in other departments there were equal number of both male and female doctors.  I was confused why there are no any female surgeons, since then I started to observe. It’s not because surgery is so tough for female instead I observed females are equally capable or sometimes more than male. Me, being a medical student I didn’t feel my male friends are smarter or more hard working than us female. Then why no female surgeons in our hospital? This question  made me really curious to know the reason. But, today I think I got my answer to this question. Me along with my group was posted to surgery department. We were about 6 boys and 8 girls. See, the majority was female. We were taking history of a male patient with hydrocele. After history we were asked to do examination of  the patient but the patie...

You are mean

 You can be anyone  But, you are mean  Self love is okay but self love destroying others is obviously not okay. You are mean and you don’t realize it now because even being mean you are getting whatever you want. You are getting her pure love, care, time everything easily because she really really loves you a lot. But, you forgot you have to love her too. You have think about her too you have to give efforts to make her happy too.  I know you are getting this love without even asking so u don’t know how it feels not to be loved.  You think the way you are feeling loved is effortless but it’s not. She has to make lots of efforts to make you feel how you feel everyday but you don’t realize it. So you  think without efforts she can be happy too. No bro! You are wrong. Treat her like a queen because every girls deserve it. Love her in the same way you used to love before she was even interested in you then you will never have to be sad.  She may not say yo...

How Am I?

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                                 How Am I? When everyone is busy counting the stars in the sky, I am lost among the clouds. I get completely drowned in my own thoughts, When everyone is laughing out louds. When everyone is making new friends and meeting, I am stuck on self date. I love  to be busy in knitting  And setting up the plate. Yeah, I know I am different, But not weird. I love to isolate myself,  When many people appeared. I believe human is a social being, But, it’s not compulsory to be social. I love my own company, With my coffee and Nobel. You know not everyone get energy Talking to people, After socializing I cry and be dull. That doesn’t mean I love to be completely alone  I also want to be loved  Also want to be hugged   And have my problems solved. Spread love 🖤

Thank you 2022

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 2022, what a year! Thank you 2022, you really taught me a lot. A lot more than expected. Showered with love and also flooded with the pain. Yeah, you made me experience a lot.  A lot was learned from you. Made me experience pain of Covid, pain of seeing my loved ones in pain. Learned more than last 10 years in a single year.  Taught me to love , to hate, to move on and to love again. Helped me to realize fake friends, taught me to deal with the friends. Made me realize me myself will be for myself.  Everything and everyone in my life is temporary so have to learn to be independent. But, still you met me with many wonderful people in the world . Blessed with love and support of beloved friends. Thank you everyone making my year special. Thank you 2022 Let’s welcome 2023 together  Spread love 🖤

For a cool friend

I have no idea from where to start or to end to write. Same goes for my life, don’t know where it started, to which point it has reached and how will end.  Life was sorted when we were child, right? Fixed routine, perfect mental health, proper guidance in every step and there existed the reason for living. But now, everything is changed. I don’t know where I got lost on. I keep on searching myself. I don’t know what actually is going on my life. Everywhere I see the unanswered the questions and keep on asking myself those questions but they still remain unanswered. Never had imagined, adulthood was this difficult. Everything is like a maze, exact opposite of what I  had imagined. It may seem perfect for the people seeing me from outside but as the saying ‘you should walk on their shoes before you know their journey’ my journey is being little bit difficult for me. Sometimes, I feel I am lagged behind somewhere in the darkness searching for the light but still have no idea till...

I love you💜

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“ Yeah, I love you more than anyone can love you.” I can say this confidently. But, what if I can't make you happy everyday? I know you love me too but sometimes losing each other also means love. I can still remember the day you purposed to me. I can still remember how happy I used to be listening to you, and seeing you. Believe me, things haven’t changed I still miss you, and I still feel happy seeing you. I still love to listen to your stupid jokes. I can never forget you. You came into my life as a box filled with happiness. You helped me get out of the hell that was built in my mind. You helped me to be more positive. You helped me to take things lightly. Overall, you taught me how to be happy.  You never let me feel alone although we weren’t together. You gave me the vibes and confidence of your love and presence around me every second. You are so good that I can’t even explain it in words. Yeah, I can write a Novel for your love.  I am never tired of praising you and yo...

Are you happy?

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Who are you? Where are you? How are you? These questions are asked frequently to us… But, how have you ever faced the question  Are you happy?  Come on, I am going to ask you today. But, you don’t hesitate to answer You can cry rather than Lie to yourself. For a moment forget what others think  Just open yourself in front of the real you. I know, There are many reasons for you to be sad  But, you search for the reason for your happiness  Why do you always think of others’ feelings? Now, just choose yourself over others. I know, You don’t want to show your sadness behind your laughter But, I have seen it  I have seen your eyes crying for your dream I have seen your relationships getting worse I have seen your wants and desires being replaced  I know, There is no big sad story behind you There is no story behind your, “I am fine” when you are hurt There is no story behind your sore throat [because of crying so loud] because it’s due to cold  I ...