My Yesterday

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After so long I am sitting down to write something but my mind got blank actually not blank the only thing that is in my mind is yesterday. It was a bad day for me. Actually it wasn’t a bad day but was just a normal day.

Our class starts at 9 am and guess what I woke up at 8:30 am. I opened my eyes at 7:30 am and and while turning pages of my book I slept again. So the beginning of my day wasn’t as I planned. After getting down from the bed at 8:30 I freshen up and washed my cup. After boiling water I was about the pour the water in my cup but my shaked and the cup striked to wall and it had a crack. I thought this crack won’t affect the cup and pour the water but it leaked. My cup died for me. Although, it wasn’t my favorite my cup but I had sent more than half and a year with that cup. I felt bad but my emotion got suppressed because I was late to class. I got ready for the class and went hurriedly. But, the teacher 20 mins late. I was already so irritated and the class was also unproductive. After the class we had posting but the posting was also unproductive. I was literally counting even seconds for ending the posting. Finally, it got over.

Emotionally it was hard time for me. I don’t know the reason but I was holding my tears for the whole day and was being extra careful for not dropping my tears in front of others. Even during the posting when I bowed down the tears were flowing but I controlled. So, as soon as I had my lunch I rushed back to my hostel room to cry but I couldn’t. The tears denied to flow this time. I also had class from 3-4 but I bunked it and I don’t even regret bunking it. I am one of those who prefer not to be absent even a single class but yesterday I didn’t feel like going to class. Instead of going to class I called my best friend talked to him, did my chores and tried not to overthink. Yesterday’s night was beautiful for me I watched a movie after so long I would say although it’s only been 7 days. I enjoyed the movie with chips that is one of my favorite thing to do and also some cookies.The best thing to do at night for me. After movie I decided to sleep, since for last two days I was having sleep difficulties I was worried for yesterday as well but I tried not to overthink, keep watching reels for a while and slept easily imaging for better today. I had planned today to be one of the best day but let’s see how today will turn out.

Yesterday neither a good day nor a bad day but I imagined good today yesterday so thought yo write down. 

Spread love 🖤



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