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 Hey, Have you ever found a soul with whom you could share everything and cry? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey, Have you ever found a soul who could listen to you every time? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey,  Have you ever found a soul who could make you smile while u r crying? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey,  Have you ever found a soul who could withstand your madness without acting bored? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey, Have you ever found a soul who could cherish you every time? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey, Have you ever found a soul with whom you could share your darkest and deepest secret without thinking about being judged? If yes, congratulations you are the luckiest. Hey, Have you ever found a soul who could understand you completely without telling anything? If yes, congratulations you are the luckiest. Hey,  Have you ever found a soul who could love the real you? If yes, congr...
 Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... I screamed so hard. I felt some part of something that is bothering me just left my body. Tears were flowing continuosly making me lighter and the sound of water flowing from the shower was making me calmer. I want to scream again and cry louder but was scared if someone would listen. I don't know why I am crying but I m feeling like crying whole day and night sleeping in the bed. Actually I don't know what I am suffering from. I have everything I want. I am studying the same thing as I want. I have lots of Friends. My family support me alot. Everyone in my life cares me alot but I still feel I am incomplete. I have no value. I am making trouble to everyone I know. I want to skip my life and live somewhere else where none would know me, where my parents won't ask how is your study going, where relatives won't say why you aren't receiving the call, where my friends don't act fake asking what happened, where I don't need to worry abou...