I love you💜

“ Yeah, I love you more than anyone can love you.” I can say this confidently.

But, what if I can't make you happy everyday?

I know you love me too but sometimes losing each other also means love.

I can still remember the day you purposed to me. I can still remember how happy I used to be listening to you, and seeing you. Believe me, things haven’t changed I still miss you, and I still feel happy seeing you. I still love to listen to your stupid jokes.

I can never forget you. You came into my life as a box filled with happiness. You helped me get out of the hell that was built in my mind. You helped me to be more positive. You helped me to take things lightly. Overall, you taught me how to be happy. 

You never let me feel alone although we weren’t together. You gave me the vibes and confidence of your love and presence around me every second.

You are so good that I can’t even explain it in words. Yeah, I can write a Novel for your love. 

I am never tired of praising you and your help in my life. You helped me to explore the real me hidden inside myself. You listened to my stupid nagging every day. You helped me to dry my tears every time. You always had been my best friend. You supported me whenever there was none around me to support me. Overall, you made this dreadful journey happy,exciting, and pleasing.

I don’t know if I ever made your any day happy or any moment beautiful. 

But, you made my everyday memorable. I can remember every day since we started talking to till now. The only excitement in my life was to talk to you and so is now but some things have changed. I used to wait for the time you woke so I can talk to you, I used to pray hope you won’t feel asleep early everyday but some things have changed now. 

I love how I used to taunt you and still be angry with you instead of you being angry with me. Sorry, I didn’t even let you be sad when you were actually sad with me.

 Do you know what I loved the most - Your hug when I m frustated and angry. Your hug is the most healing medicine in the whole world for me. 

The moment you embrace me in your arm I used to melt, my eyes used to tear up and the moment you hug tighter I used to forget everything, my every pain, my every stresses. 

Thank you so much for such wonderful magic.

Things weren’t so sweet everytime. There were many times I was hurt so badly as well. There were times when I used to cry for your little attention for me. There were times you used to ignore me( I don’t know why). There were times you used to say me you were irritated of my immaturity. There were times you slept without caring about me when I needed you. But, I don’t remember those properly. Only thing, I remember is your love for me.

I loved you, I love you and I think I will love you but for now I just want control  my feelings for you. I know I can’t do this easily but I m trying.

I am so sorry for hurting you if you are hurt.