How Am I?

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                                How Am I?


When everyone is busy counting the stars in the sky,

I am lost among the clouds.

I get completely drowned in my own thoughts,

When everyone is laughing out louds.


When everyone is making new friends and meeting,

I am stuck on self date.

I love  to be busy in knitting 

And setting up the plate.


Yeah, I know I am different,

But not weird.

I love to isolate myself, 

When many people appeared.


I believe human is a social being,

But, it’s not compulsory to be social.

I love my own company,

With my coffee and Nobel.


You know not everyone get energy

Talking to people,

After socializing

I cry and be dull.


That doesn’t mean I love to be completely alone 

I also want to be loved 

Also want to be hugged  

And have my problems solved.

Spread love 🖤




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