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You are mean

 You can be anyone  But, you are mean  Self love is okay but self love destroying others is obviously not okay. You are mean and you don’t realize it now because even being mean you are getting whatever you want. You are getting her pure love, care, time everything easily because she really really loves you a lot. But, you forgot you have to love her too. You have think about her too you have to give efforts to make her happy too.  I know you are getting this love without even asking so u don’t know how it feels not to be loved.  You think the way you are feeling loved is effortless but it’s not. She has to make lots of efforts to make you feel how you feel everyday but you don’t realize it. So you  think without efforts she can be happy too. No bro! You are wrong. Treat her like a queen because every girls deserve it. Love her in the same way you used to love before she was even interested in you then you will never have to be sad.  She may not say yo...

How Am I?

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                                 How Am I? When everyone is busy counting the stars in the sky, I am lost among the clouds. I get completely drowned in my own thoughts, When everyone is laughing out louds. When everyone is making new friends and meeting, I am stuck on self date. I love  to be busy in knitting  And setting up the plate. Yeah, I know I am different, But not weird. I love to isolate myself,  When many people appeared. I believe human is a social being, But, it’s not compulsory to be social. I love my own company, With my coffee and Nobel. You know not everyone get energy Talking to people, After socializing I cry and be dull. That doesn’t mean I love to be completely alone  I also want to be loved  Also want to be hugged   And have my problems solved. Spread love šŸ–¤

Thank you 2022

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 2022, what a year! Thank you 2022, you really taught me a lot. A lot more than expected. Showered with love and also flooded with the pain. Yeah, you made me experience a lot.  A lot was learned from you. Made me experience pain of Covid, pain of seeing my loved ones in pain. Learned more than last 10 years in a single year.  Taught me to love , to hate, to move on and to love again. Helped me to realize fake friends, taught me to deal with the friends. Made me realize me myself will be for myself.  Everything and everyone in my life is temporary so have to learn to be independent. But, still you met me with many wonderful people in the world . Blessed with love and support of beloved friends. Thank you everyone making my year special. Thank you 2022 Let’s welcome 2023 together  Spread love šŸ–¤

For a cool friend

I have no idea from where to start or to end to write. Same goes for my life, don’t know where it started, to which point it has reached and how will end.  Life was sorted when we were child, right? Fixed routine, perfect mental health, proper guidance in every step and there existed the reason for living. But now, everything is changed. I don’t know where I got lost on. I keep on searching myself. I don’t know what actually is going on my life. Everywhere I see the unanswered the questions and keep on asking myself those questions but they still remain unanswered. Never had imagined, adulthood was this difficult. Everything is like a maze, exact opposite of what I  had imagined. It may seem perfect for the people seeing me from outside but as the saying ‘you should walk on their shoes before you know their journey’ my journey is being little bit difficult for me. Sometimes, I feel I am lagged behind somewhere in the darkness searching for the light but still have no idea till...

I love youšŸ’œ

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“ Yeah, I love you more than anyone can love you.” I can say this confidently. But, what if I can't make you happy everyday? I know you love me too but sometimes losing each other also means love. I can still remember the day you purposed to me. I can still remember how happy I used to be listening to you, and seeing you. Believe me, things haven’t changed I still miss you, and I still feel happy seeing you. I still love to listen to your stupid jokes. I can never forget you. You came into my life as a box filled with happiness. You helped me get out of the hell that was built in my mind. You helped me to be more positive. You helped me to take things lightly. Overall, you taught me how to be happy.  You never let me feel alone although we weren’t together. You gave me the vibes and confidence of your love and presence around me every second. You are so good that I can’t even explain it in words. Yeah, I can write a Novel for your love.  I am never tired of praising you and yo...

Are you happy?

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Who are you? Where are you? How are you? These questions are asked frequently to us… But, how have you ever faced the question  Are you happy?  Come on, I am going to ask you today. But, you don’t hesitate to answer You can cry rather than Lie to yourself. For a moment forget what others think  Just open yourself in front of the real you. I know, There are many reasons for you to be sad  But, you search for the reason for your happiness  Why do you always think of others’ feelings? Now, just choose yourself over others. I know, You don’t want to show your sadness behind your laughter But, I have seen it  I have seen your eyes crying for your dream I have seen your relationships getting worse I have seen your wants and desires being replaced  I know, There is no big sad story behind you There is no story behind your, “I am fine” when you are hurt There is no story behind your sore throat [because of crying so loud] because it’s due to cold  I ...

SELF DATE

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 Today, I decided to take myself  on a cute date. I was thinking about this date for so long. The concept of self date sounds interesting, right?  Woke up as usual, actually little late than usual. There was nothing special except my excitement for going on my little self date. Roaming around the terrace for fresh air in the morning has been my new favorite part of the day. After completing my daily stuffs I made myself  ready for the date with myself. Black t-shirt pairing of with black outer and blue pant and black shoes was looking stunning on me according to my friend. I added a black cap and my favorite infinity chain to give my outfit a complete look. Then, I got out from the hostel. The world outside the hostel was different from the world I live everyday. The flow of wind was giving me the vibes that I was free to fly like little butterfly. Walking with the cute little child who was crying for an ice-cream  I reached the bus stop. And yeah, I was so happ...

SOLITUDE

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 Be alone-that is the secret of invention: be alone, that is when ideas are born.                                                                                                     -Nikola Tesla When was the last time you just plopped down in the middle of the day and sat there alone with only your thoughts? I think it’s been a while because as a society we are afraid of being alone, we are afraid of separating ourselves from others, we are afraid of solitude. Not only are we afraid of being alone individually, but we are also afraid of those around us who we see as being alone; we are afraid of others who appear to be by themselves. You know, we see them as dangerous, unproductive, antisocial, or maybe even unwanted and I think it’s a...

Serenity

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  This marvellous human brain if not well balanced with warm-heartedness but combined with anger, jealousy, then, instead of bringing happiness or peace, we become the creator of the problems. How u ever wondered what can be the purpose of life? I think it's peace. Peace is what we keep on searching for and for what we keep on living. We never know the future. I don't even know what will I do after writing this article, I may even not be able to post this on my blog, who knows, right? But we are living and fighting. This is what we call hope. Yeah, we live for hope, the hope of peace. The hope of peace simply leads to happiness in life for which we are ready to do everything. Darwin said we should struggle for existence and what we are doing now is the struggle. The struggle for living. Every one of us fantasizes this struggle drives us to happiness. So, simply we live for happiness and happiness is achieved by serenity. If we can't get the serenity then it's obvio...

Beloved Gift

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"Uffs, I am so tired of making practical files I don't want it anymore." This was what I told after returning from the anatomy laboratory. "Yeah me too, but we can't deny the fact that we have to complete it by Friday and we have only three days left for it", told my friend. Agreeing with her I decided to go to the library to complete the anatomy assignment. A bottle filled with coffee, a new pink mask, a black earphone, and my precious phone was checked before leaving the hostel room. I carried a black bag packed with books, anatomy atlas, assignment logbook and h and e pencils. With the lots of stress of study, I was heading towards the library. I finally reached the door of the library. Every seat seems to be packed. So, I was a little bit uncertain about whether I would get one or not. I walked to the back of the library. I was so satisfied to see an empty seat in the northeast corner of the library. I went and sit there. I was so exhausted to begin m...