SELF DATE

 Today, I decided to take myself  on a cute date. I was thinking about this date for so long. The concept of self date sounds interesting, right?

 Woke up as usual, actually little late than usual. There was nothing special except my excitement for going on my little self date. Roaming around the terrace for fresh air in the morning has been my new favorite part of the day. After completing my daily stuffs I made myself  ready for the date with myself.

Black t-shirt pairing of with black outer and blue pant and black shoes was looking stunning on me according to my friend. I added a black cap and my favorite infinity chain to give my outfit a complete look. Then, I got out from the hostel.

The world outside the hostel was different from the world I live everyday. The flow of wind was giving me the vibes that I was free to fly like little butterfly. Walking with the cute little child who was crying for an ice-cream  I reached the bus stop. And yeah, I was so happy to see her getting ice-cream from her mother. Seeing that I missed my childhood. You also did, right?

I got on a rickshaw and headed for the nearby city. I was so lost in my own thoughts. Suddenly, a strong wind blew up and my cap was blown away by the wind. Was so scared to loose my cap but a guy behind me appeared with the cap. I was so happy to get that back. I thanked him and took my cap. I didn't look at his face since it was covered by mask. 

When I reached the city I was so confused where to go. I hadn't made any plans for the day, just wanted to go with the flow. My only motive was to make myself happy since I was taking myself on date. For making me happy shopping obviously comes first. I bought a cute skirt  and a red t-shirt for me. Then, I kept on moving. On the way I saw a stationery. Although I didn't want to think anything related to study but Stationery reminded me that I had to buy some notebooks and  I got them.

I love to walk observing people busy in their life. Today, the street was full of people bike rickshaw. They were celebrating their victory in the local level election. They were shouting "Nepali congress, jindabad!". They seemed so happy hope Nepali congress will never let their face down and keep them as happy as they were today. In that rally there was an old man sitting on the roof of rickshaw and laughing because of victory. His smile made my day. He couldn't get down from the top of rickshaw and a young guy carried him like a child and got him down. I watched that moment carefully standing by the side. That moment was so interesting. Seeing their smiles I forgot I was feeling thirsty. After I passed them, I again started feeling thirsty so, I grabbed a cup of cold coffee and walked enjoying the coffee. My love for coffee is immortal.

Kept on walking although I didn't have any destination. You know it feels so good to walk without thinking about the destination. You will enjoy every journey if you don't think about the result. While I was passing by a cosmetic shop, I remembered empty bottle of perfume in my room and got my favorite perfume from the shop.

After walking a lot I suddenly remembered I need to eat. Almost forgot about eating being lost on myself.  Then, I starting haunting for the cafe. Found one and got into it. A waiter came pulled the chair for me and asked me to sit comfortably.. His hospitality was impressive. After few seconds he arrived with the menu. I was looking at the menu.

"An iced latte and a plate of chicken steam momo." Me and a guy from the opposite table of mine said at the same time. Weird, right? Seeing the situation we both laughed and so did the waiter. "It seems like our interests match" he said. I just smiled and said nothing. He seemed quite familiar to me but I couldn't remember where I had seen him before. After that, we seemed busy on ourselves. It was taking long time for our order to arrive. We were waiting for long. I started getting bored and I think so did he.

"Can I join you, if you  are alone"? He asked. "Sorry I don't want." I replied and got busy on my phone. 

Coffee arrived. I was enjoying the iced latte with caramel a lot. While drinking coffee I was looking around and accidently our eyes met. I was trying to avoid the eye contact but my eyes weren't ready to listen my brain. We kept staring at each other. His eyes were sparkling. They looked so innocent and magical. Seeing his eyes my lips opened themselves giving a smile. My eyes and lips weren't receiving any motor impulses from the brain that time. Everything was happening itself. I think the things were going  same for him as well. He also smiled seeing me smiling. Oh My God! his smile was really very cute and attractive. His smile is still rotating and revolving like the earth around the sun on my head. 

Is this that magical feeling people get when they fall in love ?

Our mouths weren't uttering even a single word but our eyes were talking continuously. Our eyes spoke our every secrets- how fascinated I was by his innocent eyes and cute smile and how attracted was he on my eyes. Our eyes expressed feelings for each other without a word. The language of eyes is very beautiful. It wasn't need even a word to express. 

"Here is your momo."  This sound disturbed both of us and brought us back to senses. Although our brain was still unknown to each other but our eyes weren't unknown anymore. I felt the situation little bit uncomfortable so, I focused only on eating without looking at him. I decided to leave and reached the exit door paying my bill. When I reached the exit door of  the cafe a sound came from the behind. "Wait your cap!' I realized I left my cap I took it and said thank you to that guy.

 " I may not be able to save your cap everyday like I did in the morning in rickshaw and now." He said and smiled. I got shocked to know he was the same guy from the morning. I thanked him for the morning as well with the smile. Our eyes were about to meet again so I thought leaving that place was better option and walked away. While leaving I heard his voice saying," if you want me to save your cap everyday just search the name........... on facebook or say your name. I just listened, smiled and left the place.

My heart was beating so fast. I was smiling and just kept on walking. The more I was going away from him the more I was missing his smile, his voice and his eyes. I couldn't get him out of my mind. I didn't notice I was walking continuously for half an hour thinking about him. I realized I had already reached the bus stop to return back to hostel. I didn't want to return back that early and got into a juice shop where we can find the freshly squeezed juice. I ordered a glass of orange juice. Since, he wasn't ready to leave my brain so, I thought of writing about him. I want this moment to be remembered. Now, I am sitting in a chair drinking juice and writing this. The owner just added some ice cubes seeing me red thinking it's because of hot weather but he doesn't know I am thinking about him which was actually turning my cheeks red. Now, I will return back to hostel buying some chips and chocolates.

Should I search him on social media?

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