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I love you💜

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“ Yeah, I love you more than anyone can love you.” I can say this confidently. But, what if I can't make you happy everyday? I know you love me too but sometimes losing each other also means love. I can still remember the day you purposed to me. I can still remember how happy I used to be listening to you, and seeing you. Believe me, things haven’t changed I still miss you, and I still feel happy seeing you. I still love to listen to your stupid jokes. I can never forget you. You came into my life as a box filled with happiness. You helped me get out of the hell that was built in my mind. You helped me to be more positive. You helped me to take things lightly. Overall, you taught me how to be happy.  You never let me feel alone although we weren’t together. You gave me the vibes and confidence of your love and presence around me every second. You are so good that I can’t even explain it in words. Yeah, I can write a Novel for your love.  I am never tired of praising you and yo...

Are you happy?

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Who are you? Where are you? How are you? These questions are asked frequently to us… But, how have you ever faced the question  Are you happy?  Come on, I am going to ask you today. But, you don’t hesitate to answer You can cry rather than Lie to yourself. For a moment forget what others think  Just open yourself in front of the real you. I know, There are many reasons for you to be sad  But, you search for the reason for your happiness  Why do you always think of others’ feelings? Now, just choose yourself over others. I know, You don’t want to show your sadness behind your laughter But, I have seen it  I have seen your eyes crying for your dream I have seen your relationships getting worse I have seen your wants and desires being replaced  I know, There is no big sad story behind you There is no story behind your, “I am fine” when you are hurt There is no story behind your sore throat [because of crying so loud] because it’s due to cold  I ...

SELF DATE

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 Today, I decided to take myself  on a cute date. I was thinking about this date for so long. The concept of self date sounds interesting, right?  Woke up as usual, actually little late than usual. There was nothing special except my excitement for going on my little self date. Roaming around the terrace for fresh air in the morning has been my new favorite part of the day. After completing my daily stuffs I made myself  ready for the date with myself. Black t-shirt pairing of with black outer and blue pant and black shoes was looking stunning on me according to my friend. I added a black cap and my favorite infinity chain to give my outfit a complete look. Then, I got out from the hostel. The world outside the hostel was different from the world I live everyday. The flow of wind was giving me the vibes that I was free to fly like little butterfly. Walking with the cute little child who was crying for an ice-cream  I reached the bus stop. And yeah, I was so happ...

SOLITUDE

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 Be alone-that is the secret of invention: be alone, that is when ideas are born.                                                                                                     -Nikola Tesla When was the last time you just plopped down in the middle of the day and sat there alone with only your thoughts? I think it’s been a while because as a society we are afraid of being alone, we are afraid of separating ourselves from others, we are afraid of solitude. Not only are we afraid of being alone individually, but we are also afraid of those around us who we see as being alone; we are afraid of others who appear to be by themselves. You know, we see them as dangerous, unproductive, antisocial, or maybe even unwanted and I think it’s a...

Serenity

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  This marvellous human brain if not well balanced with warm-heartedness but combined with anger, jealousy, then, instead of bringing happiness or peace, we become the creator of the problems. How u ever wondered what can be the purpose of life? I think it's peace. Peace is what we keep on searching for and for what we keep on living. We never know the future. I don't even know what will I do after writing this article, I may even not be able to post this on my blog, who knows, right? But we are living and fighting. This is what we call hope. Yeah, we live for hope, the hope of peace. The hope of peace simply leads to happiness in life for which we are ready to do everything. Darwin said we should struggle for existence and what we are doing now is the struggle. The struggle for living. Every one of us fantasizes this struggle drives us to happiness. So, simply we live for happiness and happiness is achieved by serenity. If we can't get the serenity then it's obvio...

Beloved Gift

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"Uffs, I am so tired of making practical files I don't want it anymore." This was what I told after returning from the anatomy laboratory. "Yeah me too, but we can't deny the fact that we have to complete it by Friday and we have only three days left for it", told my friend. Agreeing with her I decided to go to the library to complete the anatomy assignment. A bottle filled with coffee, a new pink mask, a black earphone, and my precious phone was checked before leaving the hostel room. I carried a black bag packed with books, anatomy atlas, assignment logbook and h and e pencils. With the lots of stress of study, I was heading towards the library. I finally reached the door of the library. Every seat seems to be packed. So, I was a little bit uncertain about whether I would get one or not. I walked to the back of the library. I was so satisfied to see an empty seat in the northeast corner of the library. I went and sit there. I was so exhausted to begin m...

Hey you, yes you!

 Hey, Have you ever found a soul with whom you could share everything and cry? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey, Have you ever found a soul who could listen to you every time? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey,  Have you ever found a soul who could make you smile while u r crying? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey,  Have you ever found a soul who could withstand your madness without acting bored? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey, Have you ever found a soul who could cherish you every time? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey, Have you ever found a soul with whom you could share your darkest and deepest secret without thinking about being judged? If yes, congratulations you are the luckiest. Hey, Have you ever found a soul who could understand you completely without telling anything? If yes, congratulations you are the luckiest. Hey,  Have you ever found a soul who could love the real you? If yes, congr...

Incomplete Dreams...

"Look at him, he is working so hard but you are so lazy" my mom said me showing a guy who was about 9 years old. He was hitting the stone to turn into peddles. "Suman are you hungry?" Mom asked him and gave the packet of biscuits I was eating. Suman's family used to live in my village. I had heard they migrated to our village only a few years ago. They were from so called lower caste family therefore many people in the village didn't want to be close to them and help them. His father used to work as a blacksmith. He used to work so hard all day sitting near the burning coal so that his family could have dinner. Suman had four sisters and three brothers. It was so difficult for their parents to feed eight children. His mother used to go to others field to work and bring some food that the owner of the field gives. Two of his sister were away from home working in someone else home. Suman, his brother suraj and his younger sister used to study in the same schoo...
 Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... I screamed so hard. I felt some part of something that is bothering me just left my body. Tears were flowing continuosly making me lighter and the sound of water flowing from the shower was making me calmer. I want to scream again and cry louder but was scared if someone would listen. I don't know why I am crying but I m feeling like crying whole day and night sleeping in the bed. Actually I don't know what I am suffering from. I have everything I want. I am studying the same thing as I want. I have lots of Friends. My family support me alot. Everyone in my life cares me alot but I still feel I am incomplete. I have no value. I am making trouble to everyone I know. I want to skip my life and live somewhere else where none would know me, where my parents won't ask how is your study going, where relatives won't say why you aren't receiving the call, where my friends don't act fake asking what happened, where I don't need to worry abou...

Bottle:-❣️

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  I was busy thinking whether to study pharmacology or do my pathology practical. My thought was distributed by a sound let's go shopping. My roommate was shouting. Then, I started making the list of what I need to bring from the market then started changing dress forgetting about my study. Aww.. you are looking cute, another girl from her room said to me. I said no don't tease me and put on the shoes. Me along with my other three idiot friends got out of the hostel.The beautiful blow of wind suddenly getting out of hostel was signaling me that I was free then. Myself, a medical student staying in a hostel far away from parents with lots of study stress in my small head. The day when  I go out make me feel I am matured and free. Now, I can buy anything for me without permission and guidance of my parents. This feeling is beautiful when I can buy lots of chocolates and chips but while paying I feel so bad.  After buying this and that, these and those. We four collected aro...