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Serenity

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  This marvellous human brain if not well balanced with warm-heartedness but combined with anger, jealousy, then, instead of bringing happiness or peace, we become the creator of the problems. How u ever wondered what can be the purpose of life? I think it's peace. Peace is what we keep on searching for and for what we keep on living. We never know the future. I don't even know what will I do after writing this article, I may even not be able to post this on my blog, who knows, right? But we are living and fighting. This is what we call hope. Yeah, we live for hope, the hope of peace. The hope of peace simply leads to happiness in life for which we are ready to do everything. Darwin said we should struggle for existence and what we are doing now is the struggle. The struggle for living. Every one of us fantasizes this struggle drives us to happiness. So, simply we live for happiness and happiness is achieved by serenity. If we can't get the serenity then it's obvio...

Beloved Gift

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"Uffs, I am so tired of making practical files I don't want it anymore." This was what I told after returning from the anatomy laboratory. "Yeah me too, but we can't deny the fact that we have to complete it by Friday and we have only three days left for it", told my friend. Agreeing with her I decided to go to the library to complete the anatomy assignment. A bottle filled with coffee, a new pink mask, a black earphone, and my precious phone was checked before leaving the hostel room. I carried a black bag packed with books, anatomy atlas, assignment logbook and h and e pencils. With the lots of stress of study, I was heading towards the library. I finally reached the door of the library. Every seat seems to be packed. So, I was a little bit uncertain about whether I would get one or not. I walked to the back of the library. I was so satisfied to see an empty seat in the northeast corner of the library. I went and sit there. I was so exhausted to begin m...

Hey you, yes you!

 Hey, Have you ever found a soul with whom you could share everything and cry? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey, Have you ever found a soul who could listen to you every time? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey,  Have you ever found a soul who could make you smile while u r crying? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey,  Have you ever found a soul who could withstand your madness without acting bored? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey, Have you ever found a soul who could cherish you every time? If yes, congratulations you aren't lonely. Hey, Have you ever found a soul with whom you could share your darkest and deepest secret without thinking about being judged? If yes, congratulations you are the luckiest. Hey, Have you ever found a soul who could understand you completely without telling anything? If yes, congratulations you are the luckiest. Hey,  Have you ever found a soul who could love the real you? If yes, congr...

Incomplete Dreams...

"Look at him, he is working so hard but you are so lazy" my mom said me showing a guy who was about 9 years old. He was hitting the stone to turn into peddles. "Suman are you hungry?" Mom asked him and gave the packet of biscuits I was eating. Suman's family used to live in my village. I had heard they migrated to our village only a few years ago. They were from so called lower caste family therefore many people in the village didn't want to be close to them and help them. His father used to work as a blacksmith. He used to work so hard all day sitting near the burning coal so that his family could have dinner. Suman had four sisters and three brothers. It was so difficult for their parents to feed eight children. His mother used to go to others field to work and bring some food that the owner of the field gives. Two of his sister were away from home working in someone else home. Suman, his brother suraj and his younger sister used to study in the same schoo...
 Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... I screamed so hard. I felt some part of something that is bothering me just left my body. Tears were flowing continuosly making me lighter and the sound of water flowing from the shower was making me calmer. I want to scream again and cry louder but was scared if someone would listen. I don't know why I am crying but I m feeling like crying whole day and night sleeping in the bed. Actually I don't know what I am suffering from. I have everything I want. I am studying the same thing as I want. I have lots of Friends. My family support me alot. Everyone in my life cares me alot but I still feel I am incomplete. I have no value. I am making trouble to everyone I know. I want to skip my life and live somewhere else where none would know me, where my parents won't ask how is your study going, where relatives won't say why you aren't receiving the call, where my friends don't act fake asking what happened, where I don't need to worry abou...

Bottle:-❣️

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  I was busy thinking whether to study pharmacology or do my pathology practical. My thought was distributed by a sound let's go shopping. My roommate was shouting. Then, I started making the list of what I need to bring from the market then started changing dress forgetting about my study. Aww.. you are looking cute, another girl from her room said to me. I said no don't tease me and put on the shoes. Me along with my other three idiot friends got out of the hostel.The beautiful blow of wind suddenly getting out of hostel was signaling me that I was free then. Myself, a medical student staying in a hostel far away from parents with lots of study stress in my small head. The day when  I go out make me feel I am matured and free. Now, I can buy anything for me without permission and guidance of my parents. This feeling is beautiful when I can buy lots of chocolates and chips but while paying I feel so bad.  After buying this and that, these and those. We four collected aro...

Sapana Roka Magar

     BBC 100 Women 2020: Sapana Roka Magar BBC has released the name of 100 women who did inspiring and influential works and were highlighted in the year 2020. Among 100 women from different countries Sapana Roka Magar is a daughter of Nepal .I am trying to present her story with the informations I had about her. Sapana was a simple girl born in Myagdi district of Nepal in a simple family. Being so brilliant in her study she had a respectable space in her teacher's and friend's heart. She was good at studying. Her parents were so proud to have a daughter like her. She used to help her parents at home. She was so kind since her childhood. She never wants to see anyone on trouble. She used to feel more happy satisfying others than satisfying herself. Although she was grown on a simple family but she never felt anything lacking. In simple words her childhood was well spent. When she was in class nine, she got a new smartphone. That was the main thing that drastically ...

Story About Her Period

                          Her First Period   She was a girl of 12 years old studying in class seven. She was a good student and used to take part in many extracurricular activities. She was going through her puberty. Most of her classmates had already had their period and she was only left among her friends. When her friends used to talk about their first period, she used to feel awkward. She used to wish she won't get her menstrual cycle. But it's a biological process and never can stop it. It was a fine morning of February. She woke up as usual did her all works and got ready to go to her school. The day was Friday and there was a program in her school. She was a part of that program. There was a inter house quiz competition and she had taken part. Her school uniform in Fridays was a white skirt and a house wise t-shirt. After studying 2 class in morning their pr...

Deusi Bhailo Story

Day-1 It was about 6pm in the evening. Some of our friends had planned to play deuso bhailo to collect some fund for nearby orphanage home. We have planned to play from 6-10 pm daily for three days. So, according to our plan I reached to a nearby ground at 6 pm. Many of them had already gathered and some of them were still coming. I could see many new faces there. One of my closest friend arrived by holding a madal. When I saw her I ran to her. Then the group decided to go to the first house. Hey vana vana vai ho! a known voice hit my ear. And everyone said deusire… This deusire process continued for about 10 minutes. Then music started playing in a speaker. All had made a semicircle and there was a space in the middle. Suddenly, a boy jumped into the space and danced. I had seen him for the first time. I could not recognize him and asked my friend who he was. No idea she replied. I felt while jumping on the stage he also jumped into my heart. I am actually still confused whether I was...

Story

       The Internship   continued.. We talked little bit about the intern girl. I said my brother to forget that girl and start studying since his exam was near. He said he will try and we kept on talking on another topic. Sunday I thought he won't go the bank again but I knew that he had gone when I returned from the college. After he returned bank from the bank I asked why he went to the bank he replied I wanted to go and Pushpa also requested me to come. I said ohh and laughed in a teasing manner. He again started talking about Pushpa. He was saying the girl also likes him but she wants to tell only after his exam so that he won't get distracted during exam. I never wants my brother to be hurt so I said him not to think about her and focus on his study. Monday I wanted to see that girl so I went to the bank saying I wanted to open a bank account. My brother was somehow shocked when he saw me in bank all of a sudden. When I reached the bank they were both...