Deusi Bhailo Story

Day-1

It was about 6pm in the evening. Some of our friends had planned to play deuso bhailo to collect some fund for nearby orphanage home. We have planned to play from 6-10 pm daily for three days. So, according to our plan I reached to a nearby ground at 6 pm. Many of them had already gathered and some of them were still coming. I could see many new faces there. One of my closest friend arrived by holding a madal. When I saw her I ran to her. Then the group decided to go to the first house. Hey vana vana vai ho! a known voice hit my ear. And everyone said deusire… This deusire process continued for about 10 minutes. Then music started playing in a speaker. All had made a semicircle and there was a space in the middle. Suddenly, a boy jumped into the space and danced. I had seen him for the first time. I could not recognize him and asked my friend who he was. No idea she replied. I felt while jumping on the stage he also jumped into my heart. I am actually still confused whether I was attracted by his dance or his personality. He danced so well that many of us were staring at him without a single blink. After dancing for 5 minutes he seemed to be little tired. Although tiredness can be clearly seen on his face there was also a cute smile which made me forget everything for a while. He then came to my side and stood. A wonderful feeling was running over my heart. Yeah, u guessed it right I had huge crush on him. He made my deusire program special. After that house we headed to other houses. We played up to 10pm collected nice amount of fund. I was busy staring him in the whole deusire program. At, 10:15 all of us went to our home. I was carrying a special memory of him in my mind. 

Day-2

Today, I was so excited to go for deusi. That boy had stuck in my mind since the last night. I kept on thinking about him the whole night. And I was waiting for my watch to show 6 pm. It’s so difficult to wait. I was sitting under a wall clock and listening tick tick sound and I was counting that sound. 1, 2,…………………3600. One hour spent. It was 4 pm. I had been sitting there for an hour without doing anything. Then I started guessing his name and started searching random names on social media. But all of my efforts turned useless. But I was successful to waste my 1 hour (haha). It was 5 pm. Then a weird feeling came to my mind. I thought I should look beautiful so he may notice me. Me who have never done makeup before got confused what to do. I searched how to look beautiful on internet. For the makeup ideas they showed in internet I got no any cosmetic items in my house. So I was little angry. Then I walked silently to my mom’s room I got one kajal and a lipstick. I tried putting kajal. My hands were shaking and my eyes were getting dark messily. I tried for half an hour to put perfect kajal on my eyes but I failed. Then I put lipstick. I succeed it in my second try. I looked at mirror but my lips were seeing so red which I didn’t like. I heard my friend’s voice calling Alisna. I looked at watch. Shit! It was 6:15. I ran to bathroom washed my face removed the lipstick and ran out of house. Our group had already gone to a house and was playing deusire. Me and my friend ran and got mixed in the group. I was searching yesterday’s guy in that huge group. He isn’t here not there as well. I started getting nervous. I was feeling useless coming there and there was no fun in my heart without him.  I was sitting in a side and trying to forget him.at the same time I felt someone stood in my side. I looked to my side. Luckily, it was him my crush. I couldn’t even describe how I was feeling. My heart started beating so fast. I felt like going closer to him. A different type of wave was running in my body. At that time a new song started playing. None was dancing. So, I thought I will ask him to dance. I looked to his eyes. Before I could open my mouth he pulled me along with him to the middle of the group and said let’s dance. I am so bad at dancing. But I couldn’t say no to him. He hold my hand left hand with his right hand and put his left hand on my waist. He also took my right hand on his back and we did a couple dance. Couple dance in deusi sounds little funny but our dance wasn’t funny I think. Other pairs also joined us. It was my first time dancing in public but I really enjoyed. After our dance I went to my friend and said her my feelings. I was really happy. I was staring at him secretly and I think he was as well. Sometimes, our eyes used to get connected and we both used to smile and look downwards. I didn’t even know it was 10 pm since I was completely lost at him. So at 10 all started leaving. I thought of following that guy to find his house. I was looking at him but he was in the group of boys so very difficult to distinguish. At the same time another friend call me from behind. I turned back and talked to her. But when I again started searching him he had already left the place. Hoping to get chance to dance with him next day as well I went to my house.

Day-3

I was extremely excited to meet him. I thought to speak to him and ask his name that night. I was waiting to talk to him a lot. As yesterday I  was finding it difficult to spend my time. Luckily, it was 6 pm. I suddenly got out of my house. My friend also came and we went to the ground. I was waiting for him. I was looking his way but I couldn’t see him. I thought he will be late like yesterday. Everyone moved for deusi. There only few houses left. It was our last day of deusi. I was waiting for him to come. It was 8 pm but I couldn’t see any of his sign. Finally, it was 9pm but he didn’t appear. I wasn’t enjoying without him there. At about 9:30 we finished playing deusi of allocated area. We had collected nice sum of money. We planned to go the orphanage home the next day and donate that amount. He didn’t come that night. I really missed him. I neither know his name nor anything about him. I only know that he is a good dancer and had stolen my heart by a single dance and his cute smile. 

We never met again….

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