Restaurant ?

Again, she failed emotionally. She  considers herself an emotionally strong person but when it comes to apply practically she fucks up. 

Why does she always run for the attachments maybe even fake? She is  that kind of person who get difficulty getting  far once was closed. Simply, she can’t even change the restaurant to eat thinking she is the regular customer there and  what restaurant owner thinks if she goes to next one. She tries to become emotionally available to everyone whenever they need but they come, blame her and leave. She always find herself wrong. She thinks maybe she has the problem, maybe she is problematic but in fact the opposite is. 

She lives the delusion of friendship although they clear themselves that they aren’t the person who really deserves her. She tries to keep her promises even after the end of relationship but the other side opposite. She can’t fake her behavior. What people see her from outside is same inside of her  but people won’t understand her. If keeping promises is being fake baby the person that is telling this needs to be addressed as the way he deserves. She always listens what others felt but can’t explain what she felt. Also, others never understand what she had actually been through.

Baby girl message for you: 

You are important, your mental health is important, if anyone treated you in  wrong way then remember you didn’t loose anything that person did. Even after being clear that something brings you trauma to person and that person brings the same shit over what can you think baby. You can’t get punishment for one mistake the whole life. You are precious. You are really really important , don’t just fall for what people say. It’s their job to make you feel worthless. You do have heart too. The restaurant owner don’t have right to decide where to eat. You can eat wherever you like whatever you like. None the ducking owner have right to decide for you. It’s your money, it’s your mood go wherever you want eat. Don’t just force yourself for that attachment. The right person will wait for you, know your worth, feel you the way you want to be felt. 

See around you may have few but very genuine relationships who actually care about you, let you choose cafe or restaurant whatever is of your choice. Respect your thoughts, emotions and encourage you to do what actually is good for you. Don’t let them go away from your life if you feel like that with anyone. You deserve a cool cafe owner baby. 

Spread love🖤