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Again, she failed emotionally. She  considers herself an emotionally strong person but when it comes to apply practically she fucks up.  Why does she always run for the attachments maybe even fake? She is  that kind of person who get difficulty getting  far once was closed. Simply, she can’t even change the restaurant to eat thinking she is the regular customer there and  what restaurant owner thinks if she goes to next one. She tries to become emotionally available to everyone whenever they need but they come, blame her and leave. She always find herself wrong. She thinks maybe she has the problem, maybe she is problematic but in fact the opposite is.  She lives the delusion of friendship although they clear themselves that they aren’t the person who really deserves her. She tries to keep her promises even after the end of relationship but the other side opposite. She can’t fake her behavior. What people see her from outside is same inside of her  but...

 Life is so uncertain, we don’t know what will happen in which moment. The most unpredictable things in life is the life itself. Every one of us knows that death is fixed but it is still so unpredictable.  Today me along with my friends went for swimming. The sun was bright, we were looking pretty, we were having fun. It was a beautiful day. But, I got  drowned and had a thought that moment was the  last moment of this life.  For background information I know nothing about swimming. If you even drop me in 2 ft height of water I may die. I was sliding from the height on tube. I was having fun, the flow of water and the unpredictable way of slide was so beautifully designed that I was appreciating it. Suddenly we reached the end of slide and splash. Our tube turned over, my friend was under the tube and we both got drowned. The only thing that was going on my mind that time was people will come to save me so, I was giving the signal to them by waving my hand. I wa...