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 Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... I screamed so hard. I felt some part of something that is bothering me just left my body. Tears were flowing continuosly making me lighter and the sound of water flowing from the shower was making me calmer. I want to scream again and cry louder but was scared if someone would listen. I don't know why I am crying but I m feeling like crying whole day and night sleeping in the bed. Actually I don't know what I am suffering from. I have everything I want. I am studying the same thing as I want. I have lots of Friends. My family support me alot. Everyone in my life cares me alot but I still feel I am incomplete. I have no value. I am making trouble to everyone I know. I want to skip my life and live somewhere else where none would know me, where my parents won't ask how is your study going, where relatives won't say why you aren't receiving the call, where my friends don't act fake asking what happened, where I don't need to worry abou...

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  I was busy thinking whether to study pharmacology or do my pathology practical. My thought was distributed by a sound let's go shopping. My roommate was shouting. Then, I started making the list of what I need to bring from the market then started changing dress forgetting about my study. Aww.. you are looking cute, another girl from her room said to me. I said no don't tease me and put on the shoes. Me along with my other three idiot friends got out of the hostel.The beautiful blow of wind suddenly getting out of hostel was signaling me that I was free then. Myself, a medical student staying in a hostel far away from parents with lots of study stress in my small head. The day when  I go out make me feel I am matured and free. Now, I can buy anything for me without permission and guidance of my parents. This feeling is beautiful when I can buy lots of chocolates and chips but while paying I feel so bad.  After buying this and that, these and those. We four collected aro...